old pics and memories

i don't really remember when was the last time i post here...

ive been too very busy but here's some keeper lines i posted on facebook...

"looking over to not so old pics (when digicams are not yet a fad and slr are still for professionals only!) I miss our SCFA days! I miss all the actions and fun where disappointments were replaced by unity, love, friendship and oooh that friday gimik days! only few are still here and for sure they are gonna stay coz I... am!!! but glad to meet few true individuals too.... and honestly they are not so mean hahahaha!!!"

"so many things to do
so many wonders to discover
so many people to meet
yet so little time to spend
so live life to the fullest
for the future is scarce :)"

many things had happened... we have a little business now waffle --- francon mktg & franchising corp's uncle bob's waffle were so to speak is not so good partner at business. Friendly advice do not deal with them

really got stuck at work- can't even play badminton with night shift sched and that busy business thingy!

at office, with that i (and probbaly most of us!) can't "reach" officemate, that's really sometimes getting into my nerves with the way she treats other and the way she acts! damned!

aside from these, i still like the thought and hoping to do the things i really wanted- like photography, learn to play guitar and swim (so connected huh?!), learn to drive and attend a personality development program! honestly working at shell, surrounded by confident and (probably bcoz of that oozing confi) they became so OC in everything. i became a little not so confident! sometimes, even i do a lot of extra adhoc to boost my confidence (like recently hosting our bgry meeting). I still felt that instead of gaining confidence, i even felt somehow humiliated because they keep on laughing at my mistakes! the hell! why? dont you make mistakes!? i feel like a joke and i hate that feeling! i have never done these things (like acting) at SC but i did here at shell! because i wanted to help the group and my friends! but duh! it will be the last time fine!!!


and after all the stories and works, the past few days that i havent blogging...well obviously the stories above still doesnt count the word LOVE. i hope to feel it really soon or else i might forget how it feels and please i just like someone at my level... someone who can stand by me and my personality.