Friday the 13th

just welcome back :)

welcome me back

its not fair to be brokenhearted twice at the very same time. for love and career. it hurts really... knowing that you wanted something/someone but you cant have. what did i do to deserve this. i'm just a broken soul really. i don't know how to move for now. let me wallow. brokenhearted and being demoralized at the same time is not easy to overcome. :( sob sob sob...

looks like my dream came true..him going away with back taking my dreams.
how can i concentrate? how can i cry? i was so happy and then now im sad.







i really don't know where to get
or how to find my happiness for today?
probably from big hugs from my friends
talk from my buddies
going back to my blog
after  a long time
how do i find you #Day21 #100HAPPYDAYS

TRY

Try me if you can- loving this setting :)

love love love

im back from outer space haha...

ang hirap mainlove lalo na if di ka sure if may gusto ka nga sa kanya... confusing ba yan!?

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engaged?

if its true that he is enagaged then i will be breoken hearted but not somuch...hmpf sadness di sila bagay (bitter!!!) agad agad... enagaged na agad... hopeless :(

Frenemies

are we frenemies? now i get the menaing of this... there are people you consider as friends but your like almost alwasy in a competion...sick right?! sakit sa bangs! hay ang hirap mong intindihin friend bkit ka ganyan!!! bida?! tama si ann feelengera ka din ...

meron pang is aare you diovie the second? haaaist... at ikaw naman ay el favorito... hmmm beki k nga ba?
nakaktamad na talaga! :(

SWAT

just realized that indeed i have supre pride on me...napakapride ko pala..haay kc naman eh...wlang challenge itong planta na to tas di pa ko gano makacontribute... feeling nila alam nila lahat!! well feeling ko din alam ko din lahat haha... QUITS!!! or QUIT?! updat update CV

or kaya ako naiinis kc aminin mo na... type mo sya lanie weeh di nga.. at  di sya namamansin...:( i know he's taken... bat ganyan ka laging impossible angmga type mo... bat kc he reminded you of Rafael  p kc. :( well anyway they are just trying to help but i feel that they are making us look as if we dont know what we are doing. and it kills me... its not suppose to be like that. hmmpf... if i were just given a chance mas maeexplain ko s aknila ng maayos ang movements... bat kc!!! bitter! i need sweets chocolates!

day before valentines day

i had a dream a day before vday. whereas in my dream i am about to give birth but apparently my supposed to be husband met a fatal accident while im delivering child. he was hospitalized at the same hospital i am in. im not sure if my child in my dream is girl or boy and it also seems that teh guy doesnt know im there delivered his child or it looks like he did not know i was pregnant. there were also soem scenes whereas my friends are like telling me taht he is also there and what happened to him the dream finishes with a scene me and the guy saw each other at the hospital. unfortunately, i cannnot remember the guy's face. hmmm...dont you thinkits a good plot of a movie?! why not :)

By Chance (You And I) – JRA Lyrics & Listen

By Chance (You And I) – JRA Lyrics & Listen

suddenly this songmade me smile.... jamich!

kailan pa kayo ako di magiging busy sa work?

sang malaking katanungan sa isip ko yan! haay

hello 2012

hello 2012! lets meet later blogger! we need to talk :)

i am meant to post a blog with teh list of thirty things i need to do accomplish but just have no time

i am happy for kristine and dex and for maritess i am sad for my self :( :( :(

love love loev where are you? find me please. been waitng for your my whole 30 years of existence

Shell participates in Earth Hour 2011

Shell participates in Earth Hour 2011

i'm always an advocate so let's save mother earth :)

start of something new

this might be the start of something new (atleast after a year and a half of night shift). this day marked the day that of might be a life changing who knows makahanap na talaga ako ng boyfriend. hahaha! dapat i-pursue ito, i only have 3 months in dayshift.

everything was nice when the day starts and hope it will be for the rest of my year haha! except for one glitch i forgot my jacket but since its day im hoping it'll be not that cold in the office but the rest is good i must say. maski kulang ako ng tulog i woke up early and able to go to office at 6.15am. trial and error muna on time. nakasakay ako sa taxi samin for P60 only without any huss and fuss (though masakit sa pwet) as early as 7.30 I am almost at the office. also to note that, as early as 7 am i passedby the beautiful Manila Bay and the rest of Roxas Blvd along with its happy joggers with Pokerface as music playing behind. i was so early i was even able to do this blog, my very first for 2011. :D

Good Morning Sunshine Corazon Filipinas! :) Something to celebrate with a cup of free coffee (sa pantry hehe) Beat that!

damn

paki ko sayo! bat ko naman babasahin yan! feeling ko talaga im tired na with all teh dramas grrr... sana feb na!or april kailangan ko ng mag iba ng landas! im staring to fall out

im not happy... i dont know... is it because i did not get what i want that's why im not happyprobabaly...or maybe because i am not happy anymore.? most probabaly or not... or maybe because there is really that is missing? what is it? im not sure i have to find it or is it already there but i cannot find it. oh my God! Lord, ang gulo ko!

no. 5

while preparing for office, naisip ko ang tanong na to:

bakit mahilig magpost ng shoutout ang mga tao?
here are the reasons i can think of why we love posting shoutouts: 1. Feeling artista. feeling artista ka na lahat ng ginagawa mo or gagawin ay pinopost mo sa FB or twitter, na as if gustong basahin or malaman ng mga fans mo or ng buong mundo 2. Papansin. hoping na mapansin ka ng mga taong gusto mong mapansin ka. kung sinoman yan?! either your boss, officemates, classmates, friends or si crush or ng lover life mo. 3. Social networking pressure. Gusto mong maging in dala ng social networking pressure at peer pressure na rin 4. Feelings. Outlet para masabi mo ang nilalaman ng puso mo hahaha or ng niloloob mo kahit ano pa yan! badtrip k man o masaya 5.Opinionated person. Masyado kang opininated kaya nagsasawa na nag mag nasa paligid mong makinig sa mga trivias or opinions mo kaya sa Fb or twitter mo na lang ginagawa. 6. Better World. way mo sya para sa iparating sa buong mundo ang iyong advocacies- world peace, help for world hunger or world protest man yan

i usually go for no 4 minsan 6 o sige na nga pwede ring 5 :) how about you?

point ng ballpen

going home from office with sheila and rachel, we were talking about work... whta point to take. sabi ni rachel duringtheir oathtaking dapat daw wag magresign because of work environment especifically the attitude of people around you...

sabi ko sa kanya, "the more you stay or do something that you are not happy, the more you delay your happiness"
di ba nga naman why stay ano ka masochist? besides you only prolong your agony!

then napunta na ang usapan sa mga poing ng ballpen na kesyo makapal ang ballpoint ng parker then napunta sa mga nausong pen during highschool. sabi ko kay sheila, di yata ako bumili ng mga ganun. napakapraktikal ko na pala dati pa!

which made me think that during highschool, i only have one brand of notebook. di naman yung mamahalin pero di din yung may picture ng artista, vaeco naman. then at the end of school year, pagbakasyon na... i will detache all the unused leaves. tatahiin ko sya at gagamiting ulit, 2- 150 pages notebook din yun or minsan 3 pa nga. yung 150 leaves sa science or social studies ko gagamitin kc maraming sinusulat dun. kaya di ako pwedeng magbago ng brand maiiba kc sya. di ko macocompile. oh di ba practical lang o purita? hihihihi

isa pa, naisip ko lng kasi may nanalo daw na taga BBB ng 6/49 16.3 M na lotto. kapag ba niligay nya yun sa iisang branch ng bank then naholdap yung bank as in limas di na sya makakwithdraw ng pera nya kahit sang branch nung bank? eh di ba pera din nya yun? hmmm sana masagot ni neil or ni belson or nijd galing bank yung mga yun eh