chocolate cream chip venti--- hanppy na ba ako?

(listening to music of gleek.. working and blogging at the same time)

oh God! I feel so down down down...

bongga ang feeling ang OA kc ilang bese ko nang iniyakan ito...

nakakababa ng self confidence ng self esteem...

kasalanan ko bang malaki ang hinharap ko? im sick and tired sa pagapansin sa kin dahil sa hinaharap ko at nagiging tampulan ng asaran o tawanan para akong joke! kainis!
its really hard having these asset esp if you are in a filipino culture na lahat pinapansin at big dela pa malaki ang b...

struggle kc di mo na nga masuot ang gusto mo, di ka pwedeng pumayat, nakukuba na nga ako... pinapansin pa rin ako... kailangn ulitlitin? hay naku i dont feel confortable na nga with it tapos people around me make it worst!!!

nakakalungkot bongga!

april 13

i will 29 on april 13... but nothing special is still happening in my life...

okay romantic...

:( :'(

antagal ko ng naghihintay
hanggang kailan
ano ba ang dapat kong gawin
its sad its really sad
but should i still wait

i just wish i can do the things i wanted to do
i hope that i will give my self freedom and
stop controlling myself and
stop limiting myself in this four sides of my life

i wish to do more of what i need
the things that i know are relevant to me
to help others and gain confidence
and happiness....

tanging yaman

hmmm... roel santiago is avery fictional president in tanging yaman while the role of mylene and the VP (sorry forgot the name) was oh so realistic!