blast from the past, back to the future

last nyt, my sister and i had the chance to bond( as if hindi palagi!) anyway, yesterday kc i was supposed to use my own tape for recording the meeting for the minute here in office but then when i listened to the tape ive realized that it was my sister's tape (her singing the songs...)

we listened to the tape last nyt that's when we realized that those were the songs that i have written way back like two to three years ago! it was really funny coz my sister's interpretation of the songs was good. Some of it is even really radio friendly.! i mean haller! nauna pa pala kami kay yeng at sa iba pang singer!

ofourse we decided to keep it! we titled the tape T2 (dont touch, dont trash!) ang commercialized di ba?!

she also showed me some of her works! and we really started to laugh not because it was bad but because its actually good and with this nice wordings!

then we started making kwento hala di na nga ako nakaaral gaano kakatawa! actually di na nga ako inaantok at nawala ang antok ko kakatawa! we both graduated in gradeschool and highschool in the same schools and almost the same teachers...so natural, lahat ng pinaggagagwa nila esp nung gradeschool eh ginawa ko din! she showed me this essay we didi back grade six... ung bang magsusulat k ng what will happen in the future ung sa palagay mo o gusto mo! nawala n nga ung ganun ko! we'll she was able to keep hers. Usually, maski ung sakin,,,pag ganun ung matatalino naming classmate eh nagiging criminals pagdating sa future at ung mga pasaway ang successful. syempre ganun din ako, ako ung writer eh...that's the future according to my views! and mind you ung sa sis ko the future's date is 2011 eh 3 years from now kaya yun! hahaha so malamang ung sakin 2010 or around 2008 un! hala feeling ko wala pang natupad dun! super exagerrated ung sa sister ko kaya tawa kami ng tawa!

masyado ring positive ung future condition ng Phils. dun...(usually ganun un!) di nga sya realistic kc di ba when u talk about wat u want in the future ofkors its usually better and hopeful di ba! hindi namin naisip ung super inflationary effect sa mundo!

i even told my sis wala atang gumawa na anging pangit ang future nya...naisip klo tuloy gumawa ng ganun pero dapat pangit na at the end my lesson din...

id probably make one here at the blog ung positive at negative future pero ung mas realistic at mas malapit suiguro!

we really dont hold of our future nor our life we just have to submit it to the high above!

ngapala i also did a poem for her entitled FLOWN AWAY and it was indeed good...ayaw nya lang bigay sakin ung copy but i'll have it post here when i have time!

half good deed

i did a good deed last mon its just that i just considered it as half and incomplete and im not so proud of it! kainis... i could ve done more but i was limited or limit myself. i helped a blind man but i dont know wehere he is now! duh!!!

SO TOTOO NGA!

You have been putting the needs of other people ahead of your own for far too long.
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Pay close attention to your dreams tonight -- if you remember them, that is! You may spot a clue or two that offer insights into your current work or home situation and that can make the difference.

there's this saying(?) na if a guy/husband is sweeter or nicer to his wife or girlfriend, he might be having other relationship with other girl/s...

well, mukhang totoo nga ito, yesterday ung dati naming neighbor told us their story (of her husband ofcourse!) waah! kaya pala ang sweet nya eh may paramour na pla for six years! i knew it and so my sister too!!! hahaha tsinismiss ung kapitbahay!

song for the moment...

i really love the lyrics and the message of the song

real girl by mutya buena

If I had one chance to
Live my life again
I wouldn't make no changes

Now or way back then, yeah
And if everything turns out
The way I hope it goes
But I can't wait to find out
What it is that I know

But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You got what you see when you see what I got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I could do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world,
I'm not a little girlI know exactly who I am

Nothing's ever perfect
There's no guarantee
And if I knew the answers
I would put my mind at ease and go

So I'll just keep on going
The way I've gone so far
And maybe I'll end up
Trying to catch a falling star, yeah

But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something
I'm notYou got what you see when you see what I got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I could do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else'
Cause this is the real world,
I'm not a little girlI know exactly who I am

Baby, this is who I am
I don't need you to understand
'Cause everything is right where it should be
It won't be long 'til you know about me

'Cause I don't give up
Even when I'm out of love
'Cause everything is just how it should be
And it won't be long 'til you know about me

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You got what you see when you see what I got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I could do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You got what you see when you see what I got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I could do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

last nyt

probably because i was in the review from 8am to 9pm and as much as i wanted to study pa when i arrived home but i cant coz im too damn tired , i broke down and cried... haaay!

changes and learnings

people really change atleast for good... grabe sila ba yun! i cant believe! i think i might go for a good change also...hmmm one at atime nga lang!

blogs and pics from my recent activities...teambuilding and outreach program coming up... patikim... thats me with mr. ross villamil our resource speaker